Do your handwritten texts differ from your digital ones?
Very much so. What I write by hand feels more authentic because I’m writing purely for myself. As soon as I type, I’m aware of my communication. That alone changes the text.
Do you also take notes for your work as an actor?
Absolutely. I print everything out – I really dislike reading digitally. I still read physical books; I need paper. When I work through scripts, I mark beats and rhythms, note shifts in mood or tone. My scripts look awful in the end – they’re covered in notes and drawings.
How important is the material to you? Colours? Paper?
I’m not set on anything in particular. I use small notebooks, but also large,m leather-bound ones. As long as I have paper and a pen, I’m fine.
Ballpoint pen or pencil?
I like erasable ballpoint pens. The best of both worlds.
Lined, squared or blank pages?
Lined. Otherwise I start drifting diagonally.
Do you finish a notebook before starting a new one?
No, I usually have several on the go. I start at the front, fill about a third, then turn the book around and continue from the back. In the end, there’s a third at the front and a third at the back, and I’m constantly flipping between them. At some point, I move on to a new one. A brand-new notebook puts me under pressure – as if it demands to be filled by my writing. I prefer old notebooks. I still have my very first song notebook with my earliest lyrics. I love reading what I was thinking fourteen years ago.
So you keep your notebooks?
Actually, yes. Although I once had a fire in my flat and many of them were destroyed. I still have the really old ones; they’re in my mother’s basement.
What happens when you read old notes?
I remember the feeling I had when I wrote them. I mentioned that I worked through old diaries while writing my book – and my handwritten notes allowed me to recognise my emotional state back then. That helped me describe those emotions more accurately in the book. Writing by hand doesn’t just serve reflection; it also deepens memory. It becomes richer, more authentic.